too afraid to ask me about my dad
like what it was like to see him die
and those 3 days leading up to it
because they think i don't want
to talk about it.
but I would like to talk about it.
because I don't want to keep it a secret,
and it's a story, part of my life,
a huge part of my life,
that I think I should share.
I don't think anybody, other than the
family that spent the days there,
knows exactly what it was like.