leaving for Ireland May 31, coming back June 30. i'm really nervous.

i'm living in the attic of my house now, it's awesome.

i'm super excited for this summer (in purchase), my roommates, and visiting friends all over.

i just got back from north carolina, for my mom's wedding. it was nice. my family is insane.

i'd like to recap some events from culture shock weekend, because it may have been the best weekend in a very very long time and i don't want to forget most of it:

friday - going by tara's apt w/ cam, seeing space ghost in the stood! seeing surfer blood on mainstage w/ cam and arielle, seeing the shakes, beer tent w/ adri and matt, stopping in the studio with graber and chris, seeing bayside (ahah), going to cam's a few times, going to the hub and eating pizza and then later going again seeing rachel & ty, i don't remember what else between this and seeing Andrew wk, during which we were all on the stage i fell like 3 times it was just insanity. foot got badly bruised. stayed overnight in the fort.

saturday - going to tara's again with everyone there, seeing turbo fruits at the stood which i loved, meeting steph somewhere and going with her to w2? racing in the blow up snake thing, going down the big slide, perrelly tim and dru come, eat at the hub, tara's, tickle fight with perrelly cam arielle and dru for like half an hour in the grass - maybe best time of my life -sangria, a bike wheel was stolen at some point, beer tent with steph, tara's, seeing the books who were pretty awesome and good for the atmosphere at the time, uuhhhhhhh i don't know what else until the show in the olde duplex with the shakes, sex gods and terror pigeon, and soooo much crowd surfing, hot bodies, beer poured on my head, and udder chaos. chilled outside of there a while, saw melissa riling and rachel, perrelly lost his keys, then got a ride back to my house.

i'm sure there's things i've forgotten about. it was a longggggg 2 days of crazy.

cause i have fun with you, and that's just a shame

mmmmmmm elliott green, love it


http://www.elliottgreen.com/

i've probably made a ton of mistakes.

i'm doing these crazy things that are exciting but i'm uncomfortable with them.

and i won't have home anymore.

i don't know what i'm doing.

i don't want to be half of a life