most recent painting

oil on raw canvas

I've realized that I'm surrounded by people all the time at purchase

I'm rarely ever alone

it's a nice deviation from the nearly 21 years I'd spent by myself at home

you don't understand how insignificant life is

until you watch somebody die

also.. i've rarely stumbled upon good and not preachy/cheesy political art, but this just blew me away

http://www.jenbekman.com/artists/nina_berman/

I just found this FANTASTIC gallery

http://www.jenbekman.com/indexarchive.html

the photography of "A Square" by Hosang Park is phenomenal, and the paintings of Clare Grill which are up right now are also. I'm definitely going to see her show next week before it's down.

This is what my weekend looks like:

Friday class from 930-330, possibly band practice in passaic, NJ, back to Purchase, Brooklyn at night for a party, not knowing how we're getting home

Saturday - band practice from 4-7, Dan Deacon show at Purchase

Sunday - orientation leader interview session from 9am-12 UGHHH.

i'm a wreck. i love everything.

I desperately want to buy tickets to see Sonic Youth in september. But it's $120 for that day.

I might go see Girls and Dum Dum Girls in May i think was the date?

and I'm def. seeing Monotonix in April.

i can only focus on one thing.

Just see it.

Am I too subtle?

I guess that's what I'm all about,

so maybe I am.